Traumatisme
ari nie dah 12 ari She bergelar ibu kpd dua permata hati, Airin Qashrina & Airis Qalesya.. the journey of pregnancy until delivery time was quite awesome to be remembered.. byk suka duka spnjg perjalanan nk jadi ibu.. mmg menginsafkn bila fikir pengorbanan mama mengandung & membesarkn She & adik2.. bile dah besar, mama suruh buang sampah je pon merungut.. nyesal pulak bile fikir2 balik.. T_T
mase berurut lastweek, tukang urut tu (Cik Seri) ade bagitau sumtin yg buat She seriau.. mase dia dok urut2 nk betulkn kedudukan rahim She, dia ckp She kena merancang.. sbb katenye tgk dari pusat She, nmpk yg She jenis yg sangat subur.. woah! tah cmne tah dia dok belek2 pusat She sampai dpt bace tahap kesuburan She.. huhu.. pastu mase dia nk pakaikan bengkung pon dia ade ckp satu lagi yg buat She bertambah seriau.. sambil dok ikat bengkung kat perut She tu, dgn longat ala2 Jawanye tu, dia ckp, "harus merancang ya, untung2 nanti beranak yg kedua kali bisa kembar lagi.." i was like "what??" seram sejuk bile fikir..
She mmg awal2 dah surrender.. dari sejak preggy lagi dah ckp kat Riky, "abg, nie first & last ayg preggy eh.." She bkn ape.. She agk trauma dgn ape yg She dah lalui spnjg tempoh pregnant.. dgn morning sickness yg mlampau2, pastu minum air gula dua kali, cucuk tgn amek darah berkali2, tggu lame gile mase cek up kat KK, Riky tpkse pegi keje halfday utk teman She cek up, perut yg sentiase mengeras mcm batu, mandi pukul 3, 4 pagi sbb panas berpeluh2, susah nk tido mlm, nikmat kencing ditarik, & byk lagi lah.. She byk kali kena panick attack spnjg waktu preggy.. tetibe rase cm diri nie useless je, kekadg rase mcm nk mati, tetibe menangis x tentu psl.. mmg tersikse jiwa..
Riky pulak katenye nk gak request sorg lagi baby boy.. She depends kat rezeki je.. sambil2 tu mmg ade plan nk merancang.. tapi klu bole mmg siyesly She rase cukup lah dua org kembar nie.. She mmg trauma sgt2 dgn pembawakan time mengandung.. time deliver apetah lagi.. syukur sgt2 dpt jgk merase sume pengalaman tu.. the process of being a mom is seriously too adventurous for me.. hoping that my twinnies will become a good daughter for my hubby & i.. amin..
mase berurut lastweek, tukang urut tu (Cik Seri) ade bagitau sumtin yg buat She seriau.. mase dia dok urut2 nk betulkn kedudukan rahim She, dia ckp She kena merancang.. sbb katenye tgk dari pusat She, nmpk yg She jenis yg sangat subur.. woah! tah cmne tah dia dok belek2 pusat She sampai dpt bace tahap kesuburan She.. huhu.. pastu mase dia nk pakaikan bengkung pon dia ade ckp satu lagi yg buat She bertambah seriau.. sambil dok ikat bengkung kat perut She tu, dgn longat ala2 Jawanye tu, dia ckp, "harus merancang ya, untung2 nanti beranak yg kedua kali bisa kembar lagi.." i was like "what??" seram sejuk bile fikir..
She mmg awal2 dah surrender.. dari sejak preggy lagi dah ckp kat Riky, "abg, nie first & last ayg preggy eh.." She bkn ape.. She agk trauma dgn ape yg She dah lalui spnjg tempoh pregnant.. dgn morning sickness yg mlampau2, pastu minum air gula dua kali, cucuk tgn amek darah berkali2, tggu lame gile mase cek up kat KK, Riky tpkse pegi keje halfday utk teman She cek up, perut yg sentiase mengeras mcm batu, mandi pukul 3, 4 pagi sbb panas berpeluh2, susah nk tido mlm, nikmat kencing ditarik, & byk lagi lah.. She byk kali kena panick attack spnjg waktu preggy.. tetibe rase cm diri nie useless je, kekadg rase mcm nk mati, tetibe menangis x tentu psl.. mmg tersikse jiwa..
Riky pulak katenye nk gak request sorg lagi baby boy.. She depends kat rezeki je.. sambil2 tu mmg ade plan nk merancang.. tapi klu bole mmg siyesly She rase cukup lah dua org kembar nie.. She mmg trauma sgt2 dgn pembawakan time mengandung.. time deliver apetah lagi.. syukur sgt2 dpt jgk merase sume pengalaman tu.. the process of being a mom is seriously too adventurous for me.. hoping that my twinnies will become a good daughter for my hubby & i.. amin..
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