suppose to be a devil or an angel??

ari nie berjaye membangunkan diri lebih awal drpd jangkaan, even mlm td pon tido kol 6 gak cm mlm smlm.. guess smlm she angon kol bape? hahah! kol 5 ptg!!! sadis gile minah seko neh!

hmm, smlm texting with a fren.. ade sumtin yg wat she x abez berfikir dari sume kate2 bliau.. tetibe rase cm takot, cedey, nyesal, marah, tenang, sume2 la.. bercampur2 prasaan bile borak ngan bliau.. he's really supportive person.. thank u fren coz doakan yg terbaik utk she..

actually he's not my close fren.. he's juz a fren of a 'fren' of mine.. sound messy kn ayat nie.. haha.. hmm, from our conversation, suddenly i feel like, "is it wrong to be a pure person?" em, i mean, prangai she yg suke sgt nk nmpk baik tu mcm memakan diri sndiri.. no.. it's not like 'suke nk nmpk baik'.. she juz x suke cgt nk pentingkn diri sndiri cebnanye.. tp tetibe rase cm sengal gile kot.. n now da nyesal.. serve ur right oshe..~

perlu ke jd terlalu baik n lpskan ape yg da jd hak kite kt org lain? lps tu ape jd kt diri sndiri? terkontang kanting nk meratap mengeluh kebodohan diri sndiri? lps tu jd cm org gile angau sane sini? come on la oshe.. u have ur own limit to be an angel meyh.. kekadg kene pk diri sndiri gak.. it's not mean u must be selfish.. no.. sometimes u must believe in ur ownself.. dont be too humble n down dgn diri u sndiri.. setiap org kn ade kelebihan n kekurangan memasing.. how come u bole lupe sume tu? come on.. u kn realistic person meyh.. dont be hypocrite anymore la.. u x suke org hypocrite but u urself be like that? oh plz..

but diz is really u meyh.. mane ley sesenang je nk ubah ape yg slame nie jd prinsip idop kite.. da mmg u rase, dgn melepaskan sumtin, u mungkin bole wat ramai org happy.. n dgn care tu, insyaallah u pon akn rase happy.. ye, even sakit sket, but it's juz nothing for u ryte.. asalkan sume org bahagie.. stiap kesusahan kn ade pengakhiran yg menggembirekan.. so, how?

urrgghh.. tu sume konflik dalaman dlm diri she okey.. take it easy.. mmg da cm org gile da psyco diri sndiri cmtu.. hee.. hmm, kesudahannye, she stil x akn abez berfikir smpai bile2.. smpai jd gile kot.. haiya..~