sense of accomplishment

ari nie nk up entry psl accomplishment.. dlm kamus, ACCOMPLISHMENT bermaksud 'penyempurnaan/pelaksanaan suatu misi' atau 'pencapaian sesuatu matlamat'.. matlamat apekah? ha, nie lah ceq nk borak kat hangpa suma.. jom dengaq, panjang cita nie.. jgn ketegaq no.. :p

fyi, this week incek hubby dtg JB.. at first juz dtg jenguk She & twinnies as usual lah 2 minggu skali.. tup2 rupenye dia nk bwk kitorg bertiga balik KL dah.. bosan duduk sensorg katenye.. mumule mmg She plan nk stay JB dari start berpantang sampai raya baru dok KL balik.. tapi memandangkan She nie wife yg berusaha nk jadi wife mithali, maka She pon ikotkan je lah decision incek hubby tu.. plus mmg rase tepu dah dok JB lame sgt.. so, satu misi (stay JB sampai raya) gagal dilaksanakan.. unaccomplished.. hoho.. inshaAllah kitorg balik KL Selase nnt..

Riky sampai JB Jumaat smlm.. tadi ptg kitorg (She, Riky & Butet) jenjalan gi tonton The Avengers : Age of Ultron kat Perling Mall.. ::Tony Stark nyum2:: twinnies tinggal kat uma dgn omma (panggilan twinnies utk mama She) & tokba (panggilan utk abah She).. x keruan She spnjg keluar jenjalan tu.. badan dlm wayg, otak asek dok teringat kat diorg je.. breast She pulak dah nyut2 je dok bengkak susu.. baru tinggal skejap da bengkak sampai basah baju She dgn susu.. tembus bra & baju! rugi je beli nursing pad tapi x pakai di saat2 genting cmtu.. T_T oleh sbb diorg terpkse tinggal, so mama She bagi diorg try minum S26 for the first time.. so, satu lagi misi (nk exclusively bf twinnies smpai 6 bln) gagal dicapai.. isk! balik uma je, mama ckp diorg muntah teruk.. perut diorg reject lah kot susu S26 tu.. She balik je, kemain diorg nyonyot both my nips.. kelaparan agknye.. cian ank2 ibu..

with Butet.. esok dia nk balik kampung dah.. isk2!

pastu throwback zaman skola dulu2.. slalu tringin nak jadi nurse.. dari skola rendah cita2 mmg x lari dari hospital.. klu x doktor, nk jadi nurse.. hampir accomplish dah, sambung degree in nursing but then punah di tgh jalan bila She decided to stop nursing & change the course to health admin.. haha nk jgk ade sikit sense of accomplish tuh, pilih bidang health jgk sbb xnk lari dari hospital punye pasal.. kiki.. sudahnye, lagi lagi satu misi (jadi nurse) gagal jgk..

itu antare yg x dpt di accomplishkan.. ade lagi satu, tapi mcm too obscene to be told here.. ngee! tapi apart from that, ade jgk several things yg She rase dpt di accomplish dgn jayenye.. salah satunye ofcoz penurunan berat badan lps deliver my twinnies.. sblm deliver, She target nk turun ke 48kg balik.. tu berat asal She before get pregnant.. mase preggy, berat maksimum yg She timbang 62kg, seminggu sblm deliver.. x lama pon nk dpt that 48kg's reading tu.. belum abis pantang lagi dah turun.. kemain senang turun.. as for now, dah masuk ari yg ke 68 after deliver, berat She is around 45kg je.. kekadg scale penimbang tu ke 44kg klu timbang secara naked.. haha! so, tang nk turun berat badan nie sgt2 la over accomplishment kn.. syabas bete!

She rase, byk lagi perkare yg dah pon dpt di accomplishkan dlm life She nie.. to get short, here's the list:

- study luar JB.. She mmg tringin nk dok jaoh dari family.. since parent She jenis yg kurg bagi kebebasan sikit kat She.. ank pompuan sorg katenye.. nk tido uma kawan pon x boleh.. dpt pegi trip skola pon skali je spnjg 11 tahun belajar dari skola rendah ke skola menengah.. camping jaoh skali nk bagi keizinan.. thats y la berazam nk sambung study jaoh sikit, nk rase la jgk dok berjauhan dgn diorg.. sudahnye amek ko mumule study Unikop dulu kemain tiap2 mlm homesick! T_T

- study sampai degree.. siap berjanji dgn bff (G'Jie) lagi akan sesame study sampai degree.. mase stop nursing, sblm tuka kos ke health admin tu, She ingt lagi abah suruh keje je guna sijil diploma, x payah sambung degree.. She beriya nk jgk sambung.. nasib abah x pakse.. syg abah!

- got ANC atleast once.. klu x diploma, time degree.. mase diploma x dan nk berANC.. zaman culture shock dpt dok jaoh dari family, so enjoy je dok pegi karoke.. klu rase nk ponteng, ponteng.. pegi kelas x bwk buku.. haha! geng pulak dgn Shaz yg satu kpale, lagi la naik tocang.. sambung degree xde dah berenjoy sgt, since kat Puncak Alam tu kurg hiburan.. ade hantu Altantuya je.. T_T
haih, rindunye zaman diploma..~

- hilang pimple mase nk kawen.. pon boleh jadi matlamat yg perlu dicapai.. hahah! ade pimple pon salah satu yg She rase x accomplish dlm hidup She.. mase skola bersih2 tidak muka She.. flawless & gebu kemain kalah Che Ta! okey exaggerate je..T_T
masuk zaman kampus amboi mcm dibaja2 cik pimple.. jenuh tuka2 produk, pegi klinik pakar kulit bagai, tapi hampeh.. last2 mampu berdoa je lah mase nk kawen nnt arap berkurg lah pimple kat muka nie.. nasib la muka dah elok skang nie.. yg plg nasib baik, nasib la Riky x tinggalkn ceq mase jerawat mengganas teruk dulu tu.. abg, muahh2! :*

- dpt org jaoh as my life partner.. dari awal lagi She mmg xnk org JB as husband, dont know y.. nk meluaskan legasi keluarge mungkin.. muahaha.. mmg She target nk sambar sorg pakwe KL mase dpt sambung blajar kt Gombak tu.. tapi tapi tapi! bkn She ek yg goda Riky.. diulangi bkn She! She jenis yg tunggu boy yg approach dulu.. x gentle lah girl start dulu kn.. ngee! klu x dgn Riky, She yakin still bkn dgn org JB jgk.. sbb She target dgn omputeh or negro je klu xde jodoh dgn Riky.. haha! kemain batak target cenggitu! :'p

- dpt rambut Anzalna.. haha! dulu mase freehair, slalu brangan nk rambut yg ala2 curvy & curly mcm rambut retis.. tapi x pnah jadi.. tup2 lps dah bertudung, rambut She senang je nk setting ala2 retis, juz sanggul je smalaman, esoknye bukak je sanggul tu & cun dah mcm rambut Anzalna.. rase nk freehair balik je bile tgk rambut bouncy & tebal cmtu.. nasib kuat iman.. hoho..

- dpt baby kembar.. yg nie She rase mcm nk kupas in details.. next entry perhaps..

so far, life She nie berjalan dgn smooth & steady.. She jenis yg akn cuba sedaye upaye dptkan jgk ape yg She nk.. alhamdulillah, all of that things, either yg accomplished or not, sumenye ade hikmah disebaliknye.. Allah knows better right.. as for now, I'm happy with what I have.. will strive to be better and better and better as time goes on.. till then, papai & see ya in the next story!

update on 30/4/2015 : lupe satu lagi unaccomplishment in my life.. kawen umo 25 tahun.. terlambat setahun lak, umo 26 baru den kawen.. lari target.. ala lambat setahun je apedehal kn.. mihmih!